GOODBYE TOM
Veronica and I are in the car.
I'm telling Veronica, "I looked up this program at Kent. It sounds good. You only have to take eight classes and they give you a certificate."
"That sounds pretty good."
"I'm going to call them tomorrow about the program."
"Found out-"
A small white cat runs in front of the car.
The car hits a bump.
Silence.
Veronica starts crying.
I think of things to tell her, like it isn't her fault. That the cat committed suicide. That she should deal with it. That she doesn't like cats anyway. But then I can't remember if she likes cats.
The radio isn't playing.
It is silent.
I don't smoke.
I don't want to bother her.
She continues to cry.
Eventually she stops.
She says softly, "I'm sorry I killed the cat."
I say in a safe calm voice, "I still like you."